Musings and thoughts on topics related to life and faith based upon my experiences living and serving God in multiple contexts over the years.
Thursday, December 20, 2012
Tis the season
So this year, instead of digging through trash, we decided to put together some care packages with non perishable food items and hand it out to them. It was an exercise I expected to last about 30 minutes or so. Instead, within 5 minutes, the homeless gathered outside our door one by one and all the packages had disappeared. Each one destitute, each one in need. As we handed out the packages and wished them well for the most important season of the year, I wondered and hoped if they would get the message. Perhaps the most difficult part of the whole thing was the several rings of our doorbell over the next hour from others who were in need but for whom we had nothing left to give.
Afterwards Emma commented that it was a nice feeling to give them food instead of them having to dig in the bins for it. I am just sorry that she has to live in a world where so many have so little and so few have so much.
It's not too late to join in and make the difference.
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Who is really in control?
but it is the purpose of the Lord that will stand. (Proverbs 19:21 ESV)
Ever have one of those times when a verse you have read over and over in the past suddenly seems to have an all new and relevant meaning in your life? As I pondered over this verse recently it has never seemed more relevant that it does right now. As a Theological educator, PH.D student, pastor and program developer I sometimes feel like all I do is make plans! Sometimes it's a lesson plan, curriculum plan or preaching plan. Other times it is a strategic plan or a writing plan. Usually I quite enjoy the process. My personality lends itself to planning. As the old saying goes ' a failure to plan is to plan for failure'. I have seen the disastrous results of those who have failed to plan. It often results in missed goals, disappointment and worse - bad stewardship of God-given resources. However, sometimes, the plan becomes the end and not the means.
This verse seems to indicate that unless a plan has a direct correlation with the will of God, it will not stand. It may not be a bad plan, it's just not God's plan for you. At the end of the day, his purpose will stand regardless of our meticulous, well thought out and actioned plans. This of course, does not mean that planning is bad or somehow "ungodly". But what it does mean in my view, is that as imperfect people - still unable to perfectly synchronize with the heart of God, we will make plans that will fail. They will fail because they are not God's goal for us. This really ought to be a source of encouragement and take the pressure off somewhat. After having a few months of feeling like my plans are not working out the way I had intended ( and presumed the way God had intended also), I am now confident that his purpose will stand regardless. Phew...
Sounds like a plan!
Monday, September 17, 2012
MetroRail Church?
Often it is grossly congested and you feel as though you are being carried along by the crowd as people enter and exit at the various stops. Aside from wondering what kind of disease I may be exposing myself to from the guy who is way inside my personal space, I have gotten to wondering about the correlation between this experience and the one that many experience each week - in church! It seems as though one of the 'unspoken' rules of riding the train is: 'avert-the-eyes-lest-you-notice-me ' and another; 'even-though-I-am-in-your-face-try-pretend-like-I-don't-exist'. No one looks at you, with our earphones firmly in ear, we pretend like I am the only one here. Engagement carries with it too many risks - what will I say? what will they say? what if I don't understand them? what if they are actually a serial killer? etc etc.
I wonder if that is how some people think about church (minus the serial killer question). Maybe if I don't engage, I can get out unscathed? Maybe if I do what everyone else is doing, even if I don't know why, this will be over soon enough? Tune out, unplug, disengage - and then get out ASAP.
Maybe I am too critical and perhaps am guilty of oversimplifying the issue, but for me, the analogy has some validity. The onus is on us as individual believers to have faith enough to engage even if we are not sure of the results. To trust that as I share my faith, doubts, concerns, victories and sorrows - people may not always get it, but they don't always need to. And that's OK. In Acts 2:44 we read that the first Christians "...had everything in common..." Some have said that this relates to their possessions - IE, "what's mine is yours". But the words used there actually comes from the word koinos (read koinonia) which we most often translate as 'fellowship'. This actually preceded the physical mutual sharing of possessions. True fellowship led to loving action. What did that look like? I am not exactly sure, but I know I would have loved to have been part of it - and maybe I still can.
The metrorail is a lot of things, but fellowship it is not.
A random collection of bodies in the same place at the same time, all trying to avert the eyes and get to their destination as painlessly as possible.
Did I just describe the railway or your church? Be the difference.
Monday, July 23, 2012
Great habits die hard...
Monday, June 18, 2012
Moving on...
Sad to say goodbye indeed, but good to say "hello" to some new friends and possibilities.
Thanks to those many people who have upheld us in prayer and continue to do during this transition time. We continue to covet your prayers in the days ahead.
Serving our great God together...
Monday, February 27, 2012
Who do you look to?
I got this in the mail yesterday. It reminded me of how urgent I need to be in furthering the cause of the gospel in this community. How many desperate people are going to take “Ashley” up on the offer of help? How many people will be led into darkness because of this ad? What am I doing about it?
Maybe like me, you all to easily become complacent in the truth. You sit on it because you have other things to do, life is busy – other people can figure it out. Pity the other side doesn’t do that too. Our Enemy is looking to devour us and anyone he can get to follow his path. He never stops. Never.
Oh, that thought should awaken me from my lethargy – I hope it does you as well.



